I would like to take this chance to simply thank you. Thank you for your friendship, companionship, love, caring, knowledge, wisdom, protection and so much more, throughout the past four years. You have been (and I hope continue to be) a key factor in my life. Though we’re no longer “together” or however you would like to state that, I would enjoy still catching up every now and then; I do not want to lose contact — you know WAY too much about me for that to happen ;)
These past few weeks have been filled with bittersweetness (is that a word?). I have let you go, completely, in the sense that I know that we will not work in this season of my life. I think I had (and maybe we both did) a sense of false hope. I don’t mean that in a rude way, but we were both living for the hope that soon we would be together, and after looking into our lives as they are now, we had to come to the reality that it was not going to work that way. I appreciate you for taking the first step and speaking the truth that we had to move on. It was not healthy and though it was rough at first I am ever grateful for that phone call.
I have grown tremendously not only in self-confidence but in the sense that my relationship with Christ is developing into something I pray everyone encounters. I have the blessing of a great family who has been helping me through this undeniably difficult time (not only with you, but other things, too). I have good days filled with happiness, friendships and so much more. And I have bad days, where I wake up with just having a dream of you filled with memories, or just a sense that Matthew would appreciate hearing about this. (I hold off most times because I am move on; letting you live your life.)
I pray that God blesses you with a lovely lady and that you are treated as well as you deserve to be treated. It’s unfortunate timing and that places didn’t coincide, but I know you are and have been a part of my life for a reason. I don’t for a second regret anything the past four years, we had our ups and downs, we had moments of sadness and numerous moments of happiness. I am thankful for each and every memory that plays through my head and will forever have a place in my heart. You are a true blessing and I pray you become a blessing for another Godly woman, one whom you can help grow closer to Christ and one whom can return that favor, but remember to place Christ above all things. You are far too nice and caring of a young man to go to waste on someone who doesn’t love you beyond words.
You will always hold a place in my heart and I pray we can continue to be the best of friends. I love you, in a sense that you’ll never be forgotten. You’ve helped shape me into the young lady I am today, full of learning to do and growing but I am coming along, I promise you that.
All in all, thank you. Simply, thank you.
You meant more to me than you may possibly know, and I pray for happiness and love.
With all of the love I have for you,