sometimes i think, is this the same game to see who can hold out the longest?

i will not cave.

i will not cave. 

hold strong. 

stay strong.

you are strong.

you can do it with His help.

and when you cave.

me.

i won’t be here to run back to, like many times you’ve done before.

i’m moving on.

i’m getting stronger day in and day out. 

this is what i want.

this is what i need.

and i have friends holding me accountable this time.

i won’t fall back into it.

nothing can force me. 

nothing.